Ups and Downs

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Today is a down day and for no reason other then I'm extremely exhausted from doing everything myself and not sleeping. When I start thinking about stuff I start to cry. It's ridiculous, I'm really not liking the mood swings I've been having.

The doctors appointment went great. The baby is good size and the heartbeat sounds great. I seem to be gaining enough weight and my blood pressure is fine. It was also fast, I was in and out before my appointment was even suppose to start, which was nice. I wasn't suppose to be at work for another 45 mins so I just drove around and finally ended up grabbing some food to take to work for the day. Yummy ice cream bites, strawberries and a burrito, oh and of course Cadbury eggs (my guilty pleasure for Easter season). Nothing to bad except the ice cream but I thought a little chocolate might help my emotions today, but nothing so far. Was thinking about going home for the day but then I would have to get E from school and I wouldn't want to go out again once I got home. I guess I just have to tough it out at work.